ME and me

- I miss you sooo much. You seem not to be here.

-Is an illusion. I am here all the time, just waiting for you to see me.

I’m the one that you are waiting for. Not someone else, on the outside world. I love and treasure you, and wait for you, allow you to do whatever you feel like, I let you wander the world, until you’ll see me right here.

-Can’t you bring me to you? This is what I really want: to be loved so much that I’ll be dragged and brought to my beloved that is right here, so I’ll be sure that you want me as I am. Can you do that for me?

-I can do whatever you want me to, but you have to turn your face toward me. When you are gone outside, I can’t do much, but to let you go wherever you choose.

-How can I choose to see you? I make this choice now and then, but I’m hypnotized to search for you outside. I realize that I can just project my quest in other people, yet I can’t know that I’m full and complete all the time. I do have moments, but I get lost in the world. I wait for those dear to me to look out for me: will you do that for me? Bring me to you, don’t wait for me! You are so much more aware than I am, and I am but a fraction of you. Bring me Home!

-This is what I do all the time: anytime you go and wait to be found, and seen and loved from outside, I give you signs that brings you back to me, creating what you feel as frustrating moments. You don’t like this at first, but these are the moments when you go inside for me/yourself. You are mine, and you’ll never be as loved as I love you. I keep the door open for you at any time, and I enjoy the moments when you come to me even if it’s for comfort that you don’t find when you’re not at Home.